In truth I've lost it,
I've lost my sanity.
I'm going mad,
I'm raging,
and nothing can stop me.
I'm a raging bull,
red hot and mad.
No one can stop me,
not now.
Not you,
nor you,
or even the pill.
"Sometimes I think back of the times 'my' emotions really got to me and I just didn't want to be 'here' anymore, the time where the bullying and life got to be too much, where I just wanted to DIE.." "I remember those times I inflicted harm to 'myself', to make me feel something, to make me feel like I was actually...to remind me that this is REAL and that it's not all in my head or a dream."
"'I' have a therapist now, 'I' take pills to 'help' me, and help with my depression and stress. I guess I'm doing better...I'm still having problems with 'Ashley', 'she' can never keep track of her work, 'she' has trouble communicating to other peop
These chains,
they pull me down,
they keep me from moving onward.
You are the one that forged them
and only you can break them.
It’s your fault for making me this way
so take responsibility.
So break these chains of
sadness,
despair,
and longing.
Break them so I can be free,
free from your shadow,
free from the endless pain,
and never come back,
and I will never pick
at the wounds that you inflicted on me.
I will never turn back
I will never forget these memories,
and wounds that you’ve burned into me
'Men have forgotten this truth,' said the fox. 'But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed.' By~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery
I'm back and it feels as if I've just emerged from a veil of water I've been inclosed in for what feels like years! I've missed DA and all of you guys. I'm not even gonna begin to even describe of what has happened over my absents, let's just say it was an... interesting ordeal. ~heavysighplz (https://www.deviantart.com/heavysighplz) But anyway I'm back and better than ever but I won't be on that much until schools over so, yea.
:iconyay:
Anyway I'm back and I'm off to check the masses of messages that have built up, feel free to talk to me if you want, Laters.
So at 8 tonight I'll be heading out to the bus and leaving for a week! ~BlushPlz (https://www.deviantart.com/blushplz)
But I'll be missing home and DA the whole time~ :iconsadplz:
Anyway I'll be coming back on Monday and hopefully with my graphic/novel guide done. Woot woot!
I'll be on for an hour or two before I leave and then I'll be off and on a bus for 8 hours.
:iconbyeplz:
I'll miss you guys!
Sorry I haven't been on lately I've been catching up on my grades and getting ready to go to DC for a week... so yea~ ~sweatplz (https://www.deviantart.com/sweatplz)
I'm making some characters(hand drawn ^^) right now and will finally submit them,probably, after I come back from DC I don't know OTL
But yea in about two weeks I'll be in DC for a whole week... But what's cool is I got permission to make a graphic novel/guide of one of my characters going through DC and talking about places I went to and stuff :icondepressedplz:
Someone entertain me I'm sooo bored uughh I'm soo sick of homework~